Just back from Mexico

by allberry2001, posted in Main

I just noticed the I never even posted that I was going on vacation , this time I didn’t even put a count down on my phone. It was the last trip for the year and after Ireland and Italy i guess it was a little get away, or it felt like it. Most people would love to get away to Cancun for a week and now I am taking it for granted.

I was not the best person to vacation with this time , I had expectations and some were met….god I am such a ass. but it was just that kind of trip we had a great time the fist time we went why would it it not be that way again? Everyone seemed a little cranky from the get go and this is more of a reminder to me then anything else.

I wanted to make this post about how I felt when I got back and what what was going on the time but I lost the “noble” thoughts I was having got lost in the beer I’m drinking. So it will be a “note” of my son’s car breaking down my daughters son misbehaving at school….

A message to new Dad’s

by allberry2001, posted in Main

This is hard to put into words, there was a moment in time in my son’s life I had to stop and say to myself he is a adult and can choose what to do for himself. I hated that moment ! This post was going to be about the music he has turned me on to since then but my dam fingers typed this . We went to a Shinedown concert a band I knew very little about and had a great time , and I listened to more of there music since then and a “Simple Man” makes me think of him and what I would life to be.

And now that I am thinking about it, the song that makes me think of my daughter is “Superman (its not easy) buy Five for Fighting. She is my Superman with the way she is raising my grandson. I still think of her as my little girl and is not old enough to have a son, but she is doing a wonderful job. I know the kids might never see this but I wanted then to know I was thinking about them tonight as I do often.

My Friend

by allberry2001, posted in Main

I sit here with tears in my eyes and don’t know what to do , my friend is about to die and i’m lost. I want to share my pain but his Mom asked me not to say anything just yet….so I thought I would say it here. Is it selfish I don’t want him to go, and I am so angry that someone younger then me should die from something I do all the time. I drink and have been around it so long and have see people tormented by it for years…but he dies.

Why is it the mean people live and drink and the good ones die

This has hit me harder then I thought it would, maybe because of his age and me wanting him to come back and play games on the internet…I will feel better in the morning but I don’t by much,I have lost a part of me and what I was.

But I know a Mom who has lost a son and that is something far worse then what I will have to deal with ….

Something Microsoft did correct

by allberry2001, posted in Main

So Microsoft updated my “One Drive” to 1.1 TB so they got that correct.